no longer here

2009-09-27T17:20:09Z

find me here:
http://www.twitter.com/theloveangel
http://honeycocoa.wordpress.com
http:/www.flickr.com/fancy-free
http://www.youtube.com/loveartsoul

loveartsoul@yahoo.com

waiting for myspace to delete my profile. i am unable to and cannot change my email.

neelafiasca @ 2009-03-30T03:50:00

2009-03-30T08:56:20Z

i deserve so much more. she deserves someone better. with me you're cheating on her. and find out, you will never let her. it hurts the worst because you were mine first. in the back of my mind i think i'm better. a heavy conscious is what i now hold. so i'm writing you this goodbye letter.

Writer's Block: Self-Indulgent

2009-03-03T03:43:39Z

If you had to give up one indulgence for 40 days, what would it be?

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fast food

moved in

2009-03-03T03:39:10Z

getting moved into apartment. my furniture arrives saturday. :)

wow.
this is finally happening.

untitled.

2009-01-27T17:33:44Z

its funny how i walked around most of my life, bitter, scared, shy and ashamed, mean and hurt. always admiring the people beautiful inside, wishing my light shined like theres, holding back my own self. constantly looking out the window dreaming, wishing for luck to drop in my lap. wishing for that chance to dance, to act, to model, to write, but never putting forth any effort to do anything towards achieving.

i "play" the role acting as if i have everything under control. deep down i am hurting, jealous of those who easily pursue what they want. this calls for change. living my life this way, life will pass me by, and i will be still here thinking, where did the years go. a waste of a life. i know i was put here for something special. i have to channel my inner strength and live...not be afraid to live anymore. not be afraid of rejection, of being hurt, of being that gurl, who after being told no so many times, never gave up faith. who grew stronger with each downfall, who followed her dreams. who finally learned to play piano and became excellent at it just for the hell of it...and made my mother proud. the artist...the anything i want to be. crying alone at night isn't the answer.

i must stand my ground and reach for the stars..."so if i fall, i'll land on a cloud".

GOD be with me. Jesus stay with me. I am strong.

I am someone.

I am my future.

I am a success story.

I wont be overtaken by depression.

money is lovely, but my happiness and sanity is more important.

my name is Arnesha

2008-04-06T22:38:15Z

And I Am Changing The Course Of My Life For The Best By Changing Me.

*Deuces

Let it go for 2008 ...by T. D. Jakes

2008-01-22T19:59:32Z

There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,
staying attached to you.
I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you,
you can't make them stay.
Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,
it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's
part in your story is over so that you
don't keep trying to raise the dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something.
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift,
I believe in good-bye.

It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to have
He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something
that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .
LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...
LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you ...
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge
LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction ...
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents ..
LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude...
LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...
LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...
LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....
LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves..
LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed .
LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to...
LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past.
Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for 2008 !!!
LET IT GO!!!

Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then
LET IT GO!!!

"The Battle is the Lord's!"

During the next 60 seconds, Stop whatever you are doing, and take this
opportunity. (Literally it is only One minute!) All you have to do is the
following: You simply say "The Lords Prayer" for the person that sent you this message:
The Lords Prayer

Our Father,
who art in Heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name,
Thy Kingdom Come,
Thy Will be done,
on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day,
our daily bread
and forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation
but deliver us from evil.
For Thine is the Kingdom,
and the Power,
and the Glory,
forever.

Amen.

Next, send this message to everyone you know. In a while, more people
will have prayed for you and you would have obtained a lot of people
praying for others.

Next, stop and think and appreciate God's power in your life, for doing what you know is pleasing to Him.

If you are not ashamed to do this, follow the instructions!

Jesus said, If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before My
Father"

If you are not ashamed, send this message...only if you believe.

"Yes, I love my God. He is my fountain of Life and My Savior. He Keeps me going day and night. Without Him, I am no one. But with Him, I can
do everything, Christ is my strength."

This is a simple test. If you love God and you are not ashamed of all the
great things that He has done for you, send this to everyone you know, and the person that sent it to you!

God loves you and watches over you every day.

neelafiasca @ 2008-01-15T13:02:00

2008-01-15T19:02:11Z

I once heard REAL stars shine; I guess that's why your light isn't as bright as mines. ★

work all day...sleep all night.

2007-12-21T00:34:52Z

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

I turned 21 Monday December 17th.

cool beans!

and i still haven't celebrated.

work.

2007-12-10T05:33:46Z

is all been able to do.

dude trying to see what's up with this art institute in houston. my birthday is on the 17th...two mondays from now. you only turn 21 once...but there's nothing out there i wanna do other than travel. a road trip would suffice, but i have no one to go with. all my friends have kids or have to work. i have to work and i have no vacation until february.

jea.

so i'm just probably gonna wind up eating cake and ice cream with fam...since my granny's birthday is the 15th and my youngest bro's the 17th.

bleh.

Writer's Block: Google Me

2007-11-24T18:03:29Z

Have you ever Googled your own name? How do you feel about the results?

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i am supposed to be the only "ARNESHA"

friends only!

2007-10-22T04:15:48Z

friend's only guys.
just comment.

i'm pretty friendly.

Dueces!